the things u drop

im not here

2008-11-10T19:52:54Z

too much is not going on..............

i need something to happen
dont know what im doing.......

way to my heart

2007-04-10T22:32:31Z

too win a way to my heart all you have to do is give me a nice big jucie pink grapfurit.

Sum

smell me

2007-04-10T08:06:14Z

im the kind of person that has to have something taken form them if they like it tooo much, or eles i will play, eat, smell, tuch, look at it all day.

time to swap the fly

2006-07-10T21:39:17Z

NYC was good. the thing i love about it is that everyone can do there own thing and no one gives a dammm. i don't feel like an outcast there i feel free. orien and i went to central park and drank some beer and just chilled. we i meet some cool cats at the flea that hole thing was just so fucke n HOTT and when i say HOTT I mean it was fucken amazing. damm i haven't written in this piece in a bit i have just not been in the lj mood but i think i might be so look out u lj'erssss. OK i picked a huge crop of veggies from my garden today i got 15 zuc's and squash and my watermelon are budding oh and i transplanted my tomaoto plant casue it was getting sqwished buy everthing eles. i fucken hope it gorws now....
i hope i gorw now
OK peace im done
summer

fucking art

2005-11-06T10:19:42Z

screamingpolick @ 2004-09-28T23:53:00

2004-09-29T04:55:04Z

i just made some chines nodels with lots of spices and it fucken rocks, yah we have no food in the house so i have been digging for shit that i think might be good and well i seem to be coming up with so cool shit. it reminds me of when i had some train hoppers staying at my house and well they would cook the best food out of nothing it was fucken great i was tought alot by my CCR friends i miss them alot. sometimes i think i should of whent with them just to fucken get that under my belt or to have it as a lerning type thing and fun as well.

ok so things r going much better with orien and i we talked alot and cryed and laughed and cryed and it all came down to me finging out that she realy does care for me, and this is what keeps me loving her and staying with her and noing that things will be better. she has been through so much with me and itwas hard for me to understand that so i did some hard thinking and came up with that she was ther with me and stuck by me when i was in the hospital and when i was not taking my medicen and i bet she also felt like shit should i stay with her is this what are life is going to be like. i dont no were im going with all this or even if this is making any fucken senc but i dont fucken care i just need to get this out. man i wish i had some green salad right now i huge bowl full with lots of other veggies on it yummnnnnmmmmmmmmm i want i want that would make this meal the bests of all the rest............

ok mso i called t & well i didnt get ahold of her, im kinda glad caus i was ready to fucken come out there and live there, i was so pissed and looking for anything to come my way and nothing did so that just fucken tould me that i am meent to be with my orien, i think i new this the whole time i just was so pisssssssed i dont no.
but that does not mean i dont still think soo much about t awwwwww i think about her all the time, and wonder what it would be like juust to make love to her and kisss her all over and smell her smell.

screamingpolick @ 2004-09-17T01:01:00

2004-09-17T06:12:04Z

u dont have to like me 4 who i am. i am just a 4dollar perosn without 50cents.. my cat gee is the only one who gives me the love that i need awww her softness rubbs on my legg aww so sweet u are gee.

i have gotten a job

2004-06-27T18:39:45Z

k so im at my new job and i fucken love it. i am working at the TLA werehouse and um its the best. the pep r fucking radd as shit and i can were anything i want no fucking uniforms and + there are a bunch of pep here that are alot like me or we are alike, and i feel much at home. being able to were the same cloes and come in smeling or looking the way i look and not getting shit 4 it yes im so happy finly things r looking up up up and away from the badnesssss.. oh and i get to see the crazyst porn. hhhahah i cant belive someof u people i think its great................

today we shipe out over 1000 pakeges nice nice i love it here

peace im out

sum

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2004-06-21T03:04:23Z

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